Luckily bad thing doesn't seems bad in the end, cox at least I have made the right choice and choose the right person. Even though was a bit depressed but I think at this momment I have overcome this challenge.it's interesting when I cried not because I have lost something but because I have learnt and insist on the choice that ive made. Thank God for what he did to me, letting me smile with tears.

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做人做事, 不進則退。退的可以是意志, 進也可以是種覺醒。

不停用一種厭倦的方式生活, 麻木到一個地步連自己亦不知如何填補內心的空洞, 於是就濫竽充數地把外來的價值觀都加到自己的身上。一定要找到愛侶, 即使不懂自愛; 一定要用價格來衡量自己的價值, 即使一切都不屬於自己。然後不斷重蹈覆轍, 用太多時間去追求, 留太少時間給自己, 活得不實在, 又或者想得太實在。

失去意志的生活是痛苦的, 似個疲憊的靈魂拖着空洞的身軀來往人群之中, 至於覺醒, 則可來自微少的感動, 一句說話、一個眼神也可令人覺醒, 只在乎有沒有一份真誠的, 不掩飾的內心。

而我相信看一個人的內心, 最好的方法就是看對方雙眼。有的大而無當、有的單調虛浮, 也有疲憊而沉穩的, 蘊藏著一種低調的真誠¸ 前者比比皆是, 後者卻能讓你感到温暖。

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House MD made my day.

 Tucker:
 I was thrilled to get the family back together.
 Melissa's great in a crisis, but...
 the person you want when you're dying isn't the same as the person you want when you're living.

 Ironic enough, what sense does it made though, yet we all know it's true. Most of the time when i found something funny is because of the irony included, not because idiot do stupid things, just as if you can only give a laugh on a tragedy that you couldn't change. .

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黃昏過後坐在海旁, 兩隻小狗從左右兩邊而來, 正好在我眼前相遇。西施和史納莎彼此用鼻頭嗅嗅對方, 還以為會糾纏一會, 可是沒有。牠們只是頭也不回的走到對方剛走完的路, 猶如從沒遇上對方一樣。

也許, 狗比人快樂, 因為牠們要的東西很簡單。你沒有我需要的, 就不必糾纏。

人呢? 無論對方有沒有自己想要的東西, 也總要彼此試探一番。即使目的早已達到, 卻仍在試探有否更低的底線。
雖然許多人在試探的同時早已失了自己的底線, 以換取對方的更多更多; 可是當他得到的時候, 又總是不夠。到最後連人本身也不知自己當初要的是甚麼, 最終得到的又會是甚麼。

諷刺的是, 人狗的際遇殊途同歸 - 到了某一個時限, 就要離開對方。從前數不清的瓜割, 隨時間而來, 又隨之而離開。而彼此得到的都捉不到, 留不到最後。一剎那的快樂, 並不代表永恆地滿足。

又也許, 人永遠都不會滿足。



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i guess,
it's because,
i can't feel love,
只能令我戰競, 不能平靜
像茫茫大海, 沒有陽光
站不住, 不敢停
站在綱線上一樣
然而是無盡頭的
不停衝
卻很孤獨




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算了吧
我抖唔到氣
我唔知做緊咩
好攰



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When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe



...gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....






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